Pregnancy Diary

Summer of 2011, Me: Douglas (the hubby) and I had not planned on expanding our family at all, we had just celebrated our 4 year wedding anniversary and 8 year together anniversary in May by going on our first cruise to the Bahamas, and I had lost my Job that year and we spent more time than ever together between Feburary and October 2011, just loving each other, having lunch with each other and spending real quality time with each other after a rocky third year married. I was in heaven. Needless to say God in Heaven had big plans to come for us that year. October 12 2011 which was a Wednesday night Doug and I were at it again (sorry not pg) and that night little baby was concieved. Scripture: "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart. Do not be afraid... for I am with you... declares the Lord." Jeremiah 1:5,8 NIV Baby: Im am here now, but mommy and daddy will not know for a few weeks. I have already begun to grow, very rapidly I might add. Right now it is lots of dividing, but my body will be forming very soon. Me: So October 28 2011, it's time for my period... Where is it, I am waiting...this is Friday I will wait til Saturday, i could just be under stress and a lil late... Saturday---nothing--- and it was 34 days agon since my last period... hummm. "do you think???" nooo cant be, but daddy and I will get a pregnancy test just in case and I will take it Sunday morning with my first morning urine.... Sunday: ok this is the big day, I think I am pregnant and not sure how to feel, if I am not, I will be happy, ya know young and free still... still things to do, BUT if i am I will be really happy, things will change forever but for the good, let's get this party started... So I pee on the stick and wait three minutes, thats easy... here goes, (2 minutes pass and only one pink line, it is suppose to be two lines if I am so, I guess im not, let me finish getting ready for church... Five more minutes pass and I will go in the bathroom to throw the test away... But wait, what is that? Is that a second line, I can Barely tell... yep it sure is two lines there... Im stunned and my hubby peeks his head from out the shower and he is just as stunned... frozen almost... is that good or bad? IDK but im excited.... (i think) lol Baby: I am still very, very tiny, but you would be impressed at how quickly I am developing, and mommy and daddy know Im here now, they are gonna fall in love with me (after the shock wears off) Scripture: "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!" Psalm 139:13-17 NIV